My eyes tell more then you`ll ever know

Everything

2009-06-19T04:15:28Z

How is it impossible to now be moved by you? The air that i breathe is you. Everthing i feel is real & so are you.
Your all i want & all i need.
You move me.

All okay.

2009-05-10T17:17:29Z

Life has taken an unexpected turn for the better, things have finally be looking up for me. Just when you think you`ve figured life out...You get swept off your feet. <3 love life. Later kiddies

Coconut juice

2008-10-07T19:04:53Z

Lately i have been exploring bars, i have had some very interesting drinks!
I high recommend:

surfers on acid
blackberry mojito
blue long island ice tea
skittles martini (yeah i said skittles)
chocolate cake(it really does taste like chocolate cake)

Those are some of my personal favorites.

Onto another subject, im super excited for halloween, alex & i are thinking about being two members of the pussy cat dolls or wearing toga`s, im not sure. Its the first time i have dressed up for halloween since i was a kid. Got any suggestions?

They all stood over her as she choked.

2007-12-28T05:09:27Z

Im tired of always being wrong & you completely throwing my mistakes in my face. I have friends who can let me know when im wrong. Even though i am being told that its not good for us to be together i trust you. I know all you have put me through but i chose to ignore it. I want to marry you & have your childern & grow old & grey with you. But i can not keep being put down, or having you mind me or my previous mistakes.
Im tired of loving you without being loved in return....

happigirl @ 2007-11-29T21:28:00

2007-11-30T02:31:17Z

Fuck prince charming.

happigirl @ 2007-11-06T13:22:00

2007-11-06T18:22:53Z

I`m proud of myself..

happigirl @ 2007-10-30T15:30:00

2007-10-30T19:30:36Z

Craigs Holloween party was so much fun, i`m glad i got to see you all!

I`m in the business of misery!

2007-10-08T03:51:59Z

I watched my wildest dreams come true...Not one of them involving you!

happigirl @ 2007-09-04T14:48:00

2007-09-04T18:51:12Z

Sometimes i wish i could tell you how much of a hypocrite i think you really are.

The honest truth.

2007-09-04T18:48:08Z

I wish i could sit here & say that you & i are perfect together...Were not, were complete opposites, i hate that we agree to disagree & while we both love eachother, we can`t stand eachother. Thinking back on all the times i could have left but i did not i don`t regret it, i have enjoyed being with you for the past eight monthes & i can`t wait to see what else god has in store for us. I`m scared of losing you, & never finding a love as great as the one i share with you.

George Percival Franklin

I love you.

Honestly.

Georgia Peaches

2007-07-24T00:11:59Z

So i moved to georgia & i`m quite happy...

happigirl @ 2007-06-19T23:33:00

2007-06-21T03:36:45Z

Okay oscar i made those comments,well some of them...
I think certain people(not you oscar)need to stop meddling...
By the way, since certain people think i`m ugly because my boyfriend is black, i have the right to think their fucking stupid,sheltered & closeminded assholes...
FUCK OFF

Have A nice day!

Knowledge.

2007-06-09T03:00:34Z

About two monthes ago i quit smoking. My grandmother recently told me my grandfather died from empysema. I researched it, incase anybody is interested...Here is what i found.

Emphysema is caused by loss of elasticity (increased compliance) of the lung tissue, destruction of structures supporting the alveoli, and destruction of capillaries feeding the alveoli. The result is that the small airways collapse during exhalation (although aveolar collapsability has increased), leading to an obstructive form of lung disease (airflow is impeded and air is generally "trapped" in the lungs in obstructive lung diseases). Symptoms include shortness of breath on exertion (typically when climbing stairs or inclines, and later at rest), hypoventilation, and an expanded chest.

Emphysema patients are sometimes referred to as "pink puffers". This is because emphysema sufferers may hyperventilate to maintain adequate blood oxygen levels. Hyperventilation explains why emphysema patients do not appear cyanotic as chronic bronchitis (another COPD disorder) sufferers often do; hence they are "pink puffers" (adequate oxygen levels in the blood) and not "blue bloaters" (cyanosis; inadequate oxygen in the blood).
In normal breathing, air is drawn in through the bronchial passages and down into the increasingly fine network of tubing in the lungs called the alveoli, which are many millions of tiny sacs surrounded by capillaries. These absorb the oxygen and transfer it into the blood. When toxins such as smoke are breathed into the lungs, the particles are trapped and cause a localized inflammatory response. Chemicals released during the inflammatory response (e.g., elastase) can break down the walls of alveoli (alveolar septum). This leads to fewer but larger alveoli, with a decreased surface area and a decreased ability to absorb oxygen and exude carbon dioxide by diffusion. The activity of another molecule called alpha 1-antitrypsin normally neutralizes the destructive action of one of these damaging molecules.

After a prolonged period, hyperventilation becomes inadequate to maintain high enough oxygen levels in the blood. The body compensates by vasoconstricting appropriate vessels. This leads to pulmonary hypertension, which places increased strain on the right side of the heart, the one that pumps unoxygenated blood to the lungs, fails. The failure causes the heart muscle to thicken to pump more blood. Eventually, as the heart continues to fail, it becomes larger and blood backs up in the liver.

Emphysema occurs in a higher proportion in patient with decreased alpha 1-antitrypsin (A1AT) levels (alpha 1-antitrypsin deficiency, A1AD). In A1AD, inflammatory enzymes (such as elastase) are able to destroy the alveolar tissue (the elastin fibre, for example). Most A1AD patients do not develop clinically significant emphysema, but smoking and severely decreased A1AT levels (10-15%) can cause emphysema at a young age. In all, A1AD causes about 2% of all emphysema. However, smokers with A1AD are in the highest risk category for emphysema

Heres what it looks like...

This really made me think...

MIAMI.

2006-12-13T17:03:42Z

Lets re-cap? The past few weeks i have spent in miami have been great, i move in less than a week & i am more than excited about said move... Also i will be having a party at my new apartment once i make said move...Who wants to come?

Tear you apart

2006-12-05T01:17:36Z

Fuck that...seriously...

Listen up.

2006-11-13T21:10:52Z

Sha-sha i am sorry that i am fucked up, hopefully going to my house for a few days will help...I did not do anything with austin & the only reason why i closed the door was cause i didn't want ava in the room. Thats all, maybe you could tell me what i did wrong sometimes...

Kittys Krunk Fest 2

2006-11-13T19:53:05Z

Saturday night was fucking crazy, i got naked....Thats all you need to know...

Krunk fest...

2006-11-07T16:22:31Z

Last night was kittys monthly get krunked or die tryin. Which was funny as all hell.

Done with it.

2006-11-06T14:55:05Z

Fuck LOVE, every bit of pain that comes with it.

Red to black

2006-11-03T20:28:20Z

She's dying to get away,
let the pain of yesterday
go slipping through the cracks

Maybe i should let it go & not even try to make it work? I do not know. What am i supposed to do...

when things don't work out the way you planned.

2006-11-03T13:43:22Z

Stumbling thru old lj entries made me realize how much i have changed. I try to detattch my self from things that hurt me because of what happened when i was younger i got used to people letting me down & leaving me perhaps its why i ONLY attach myself to certain people, i won't take anyones bullshit anymore & i am FINALLY done with drama & things that hold me, down last night something happend that me realize i need to live for myself & be who i truly am & do what makes me happy, i hope things get better last night couldn't have been worse. Tonight will be better..I hope?

nik nak patty wak!

2006-10-26T18:10:38Z

Stolen from NIKKI

Post anything you want anonymously. It could be a secret, confession, story, whatever, something you hate about me, something you like, anything. I don't care, and I'm really bored. Maybe I will even be able to guess who you are.

Give me something...

happigirl @ 2006-10-26T07:05:00

2006-10-26T11:06:38Z

Sha i am sorry so sorry...i hurt you help me make this better please...tell me what to fix...

More ice with that soda?

2006-10-23T15:11:12Z

I want him to know i care....i want him that i get shy around him...

Road trip to see me?

2006-10-19T19:37:15Z

Memo & his "home boy" are coming to see me tonight...Which is crazy...omg! what the hell...